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Thursday, July 17, 2008
WEEKEND!!
Yay its THURSDAY! Do you know what this means, people? This means that it’s the WEEKEND!!!! It also means that Josh is coming back tomorrow night!!

I remember afew years ago when we first started going out and were afew months into the relationship. I think I was around 17 and he was 18. I remember asking Josh this question. “So hun, can you live without me?” Well I was fully expecting him to say “Oh NO!! You’re my WHOLE WORLD, and my LIFE Deb!!” Well, or something along those lines. Josh replied “Yes I can” without even blinking. (OUCHHH!!!!)

He must have looked at my face or something, because he quickly added “But, I really don’t want to, Deb.”

**Fast forward Time to present day 2008**
Now, I’m turning 23 and he is turning 24. For the first time in 2008, I have just spent a whole week without him being there, and me being alone in Australia. (Normally I go back to Singapore, and he gets left alone so I never really think about these things as I have plenty to do and people to catch up with).

This week without Josh, I have discovered that I am a strong, strong lady. (Yes, you can laugh here). I have discovered that YES, I can live without Josh. The plain, bare cold hard fact is that I CAN so live without the Josh person in my life. And I can do it easy too, because this weekend has been AWESOME. I have had the time to go to the gym, catch up with friends, have “me” time, shopping… shall I go on??

But I don’t want to. I so don’t. I don’t EVER want to spend my life without him.


Now I get what you mean Hun.

deb's outta there..

DEbBy [7/17/2008 03:15:00 PM]
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Only of which that You so freely give
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