Reflections
As I sit here, on a Friday afternoon no less, reflecting on the highs and joys of last weekend (no pun intended), the weekend that lies before me seems to stretch out before me like a neverending winding drag. Not that I was so involved in planning of the wedding at all. To me, Joy’s wedding was the crescendo that my world was building up to this year, and now that its passed I feel almost strangely.. empty. A heavy sense of discontentment and restlessness threatens to overwhelm as I look to push past the fog that engulfs my senses.
Now I’ve got the 2nd half of the year to look forward to. Have I achieved any of my goals? That’s something to review. Am I heading in the direction that I want my life to turn out? Am I getting complacent or lazy in any way? Am I getting any less self-motivated?! If so,why? The answer to all these questions is something I am going to have to ponder.
That being said, I am looking forward to the weekend.
And the second half of the year.
deb's outta there..
