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Thursday, May 15, 2008
Why.. Bother..???
It is 9.45pm on a typical Thursday night for me.
I have just come home from what can only be described as a gruelling gym session and touch footy game.. okay we won and it was a good game, but im really tired now.

As I fling open the door the list of things that I had been furtively composing in my head just disappears into the chaos as I stare at the mess that is my house.

List of things to do:
1) Finish my assignment by doing an all nighter.
2) Assemble my newly bought bike.
3) Come up with a schedule to get my fitness act together (for Joy's wedding)
4) Wash the dishes.
5) Shower.


On Sunday, my house was clean. And, I mean, CLEAN. I CLEANED my whole house.. i clean it every weekend.. because it always gets messy by thursday or friday....

Can someone please tell me how the hell, in just a mere 4 days, did my nice clean house turn into a battle scene from Armageddon?!!! MY GOD... Realising this has sprung me into full-on panic mode..

I mean.. I live alone, AND i dont have any kids. All i have is Milo - and the only mess he ever makes is his kitty litter tray, and the occasional pee on the couch.
How did I, turn my nice house in a mere 4 days.. into.. into... a big fat mess? If so, WHY BOTHER doing the housework then?? WHY BOTHER?? WHY?

WHY?!!
ARRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

How will I, then cope when I get married, and start having kids?? I listen to my friends tell of their house messes.. (most of them have kids by the way), and I am just horrified at MINE.. because frankly, I got news for you..

Home ownership.. not easy! True it may be fun, but its definately not easy to juggle the housework. Am I alone? Is it just me??
I would so love to hear from you if you are experiencing the same thing..

Anyway....
New List of Things to do for Deb:
1) Stop Panicking.
2) Take a nice, long hot shower.
3) Forget about the housework for now, just concentrate on finishing the assignment.4) Come up with a day schedule to plan for fitness AND housework AND study.
5) Feed Milo and myself (havent had dinner yet)
6) Stop procrastinating through blogging.. and go do #1.

I will do my housework tomorrow night after I return from my singing class.. and assemble the bike then too..

deb's outta there..

DEbBy [5/15/2008 10:39:00 PM]
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