Back to Work!! haha
Oh no.. my vacation is coming to an end... Ok this is the part where all of you say "Huh? Didnt it end when you came back?" No.. the truth is, its gonna end this Saturday, when my grandma goes back to Singapore.
No one to clean my house for me..
No one to cook for me..
No one to wake me up..
No one to make Milo (the drink) for me in the morning..
No one to feed Milo (the cat) for me..
No one to feed me my vitamins in the morning..
No one (person not cat) to just be there when i get home..
No one to nag at me (ok this i will NOT miss)
No one to tell me what to do..
No one to sleep with (ok this just sounds wrong)..
No one to sleep in my bed with me at night (ok trying to justify the above sentence just makes it worse)..
No more family around.
Ok i know ive been complaining alot, but I guess at the end of the day I dont want my Grandma to leave.. because she's still my family and I'll miss her, as much as I find it really, hard and stressful living with her. Maybe Im just not used to it.. but ill still be sad to see her go.
Now I have to clean, feed, cook and fend for myself.. but that's okay!! I mean, its back to work right?
Not to mention, I've put my life on hold for Mama. To me, it is and always will be to have my family first. I hope, and I know that I will always, always put my family first in my life. Everything will be on hold when anyone comes to visit me because time with them is so precious in my life. EVEN IF I complain alot. haha. and EVEN IF they are difficult to live with. EVEN IF I get fat from the non-exercise.
So next week, my life will be filled with EVENTS!!.. so stay tuned and get ready to hear all about them!! (Man I sound like a radio station/church announcer). Anyway just to give a little perspective.. Saturday night I have a Worship gathering at my place!!! (yup hopefully people are gonna rock up - mainly back up singers and worship leaders and Lauren n Josh! and their families!!) Hopefully the kids wont get too bored.. Not to mention church on Sunday, friends over in the arvo, a vet appointment, a touch footy game, the gym, kick boxing lessons somewhere in next week! But I still miss SIngapore heaps..
MAMA i dont want you to go.. but why are u so hard to live with!? Im not fully Australian, but I am still NOT fully Singaporean either - 7 years here.. what do u expect?! Though Im NOT that Australian, I am NOT that Asian either - as much as I reallylive with!?!!!! Its so frustrating.. What do you mean when you say "the Asian way" of doing things? I dont understand. "Doing things the ASIAN WAY" - what is that? I know i may not be fully Australian, or not as Australian as some of my ABC friends, hate to admit that.. and I really dont understand what you mean when u say these things. I believe in paying my way if she wants to give me a bed, I dont care if the bed rots in her garage if she doesn't use it - she still is giving it up for me, and should have it.. The "Asian Way" of just giving me the bed doesnt mean a thing to me.. because she is still giving it up and should be compensated. RIght? RIGHT?!!
I so.. HATE admitting that im not asian..deb's outta there..
