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Sunday, September 09, 2007
My life is one big mess... literally
This post is dedicated to my sisters Samantha and Rebecca Koh ..
Well.. this would be some part of a conversation between me and my blog..

BLOG: "HEY!! HOWZIT GOING?! *hugs Havent Seen you in awhile!! Where you been?"
DEB: "Sorry, I've been too busy, unorganised, gymming, etcetcetcETC.."

WELL.. that pretty much sums up my life.. I just realised it today. (BTW, this is going to be a looong post).. more an analytical one i guess

I have just got back home after one HECTIC saturday afternoon. This was my schedule:

10.00am start - Met up with Serena & Joy to organise & buy FRESH Camp Decorations
12.00pm - Josh picked me up from K-mart where we bought the decos
1.00pm - 2.30pm - Went to church for music practice (am playing bass tomorrow)
2.30pm - 3.00pm - Sat in for the AGM for abit (not by choice - josh drove)
3.00pm - 6.00pm - Went to help Jane set up for her 21st party
6.00pm - 11.00pm - Jane's 21st Birthday Party

And i have just got home. Its 11.30pm, and I want to take the time to BLOG thanks to numerous requests.. including my sisters, Josh & Joash.

I walked into my room just then.. looking around.. Bed unmade and unruly.. 4 weeks worth of clean clothes to be folded and sorted (yes I did 3 loads at once and clothes had been piling up for over a month now), rubbish bin overflowing.. without a plastic bag in it.. papers and receipts everywhere.. TV, cabinets and surface so dusty.. night-table full of crap.. used dishes and cups lying everywhere.. carpet floor full of yours truly's hair.. the vacuum cleaner lying on the floor (I took it out meaning to use it, but it was chockers with dirt and hair so its been lying there since Thursday)... WTH WTH WTH WTH!???

I still have to take a shower, and do my tax return, and pay my phone bills. I still need to get a good night's rest, and do so many things tomorrow.. be up by 7am. ON A SUNDAY!! Isn't it ironic.. on God's Day of Rest I have to get up even earlier than I do on my week days.

I still have to clean the house, including the kitchen counters (thank God i already mopped the floors in my lunch break on Thursday). im A slob. slob SLOB SLOB SLOB..

I know this is grown-up life.. but when do I get perfect?? I want to be perfect, have the perfect life, have a perfect house, perfect fitness level, perfect body, perfect EVERYTHING. Perfect Job. Perfect Boyfriend (okay this one I already have - Josh did majority of my dishes on THursday night without me asking him to).. Man PERFECT doesnt even sound like a word anymore..

But you know what? I will try hard. I will try.. HARDER!!

"When the world has fallen out from under my feet
I'll be found in You.. Still Standing..
When the sky rolls up and mountains fall on their knees
When time and space are through
I'll be found in You"

Deb's gone.. :)

DEbBy [9/09/2007 12:23:00 AM]
___makee a wiish___







Welcome to my LIFE!!

 I'm Deborah, 20 going on 21, Luvs driving, sun tanning n shopping.

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??unknown?? - debs

Maybe its intuition
Marred by a sense of completion
I’m searching for
Only of which that You so freely give
I’ve found in You
My hope, my life – my everything

I know that it might sound
More than a little crazy
But I believe

I know He loved you before He formed you
You were made perfect in His eyes
He opens wide out his arms to embrace you
He has been waiting all this time

There’s just no rhyme of reason
Only through love by salvation
Is death upturned
I see His glories and His mercies
As they unfold
In my life, all around me

I know He loved you before He formed you
I think He dreamed you into life
He opens wide out His arms to embrace you
Will you not ask Him in this time

lyrics by Deborah Koh!