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Sunday, June 19, 2005
Alone"
“alone” Meaning of Word: “alone” - “ unaccompanied, single handedly, by yourself”.

What a word… hits the nail on the head for describing my feeling… its so..er.. lonely? When you realize that in actual fact, I can’t really depend on anyone here… er.. there’s Josh, he’s great (pls I’m not blog bashing anyone right now ok)… but at the end of the day.. when you really need someone to be there.. just to look after you.. someone to do stuff for you even when its not convenient for them… someone that really actually cares if you pass your exam or not.. someone that accepts who I am for who I am and not care about imposing any of their “rites, way of thinking, way of life” etc on me.. Don’t know how to say this.. there’s no one, really.. here that I can rely on like that here.. I mean.. other people have their own problems and their lives don’t exactly revolve around me.. (haha). In reality.. there’s really no one except my own family..

ARGGH.. I love you Mummy n Papa..

Sometimes I know I can be hard to take.. like.. how I don’t really have respect for anyone.. unless You’ve done something that I’ve seen and I’ve deemed worthy of respect.. or how I speak my mind and give it to you straight in your face.. how sarcarstic and cutting I can be (when I don’t like you).. how stubborn I am when I want my way I always get it… (and I mean always). How spoilt I am.. (not really complaining about that one… I love being spoilt.. but that’s just me.. not like anyone will understand..

Taking a break from studying right now.. arggh.. exams are coming up and Im screwed for one subject at the moment.. its 1.10am now.. will prolly update again later on tonight. Exams.. stress….. .. I really feel like.. going to bed.. and staying there for the rest of my life.. Under the covers.. where no one can get me and my smellie pillow (whom is now falling apart due to frequent usage) to protect me from pain. My duckdown pillows.. I love the smell of my whole bed.. haha and my dog Milly and my Cat Miffy.. haha ok ill stop there… see you later on at about 3am… or 5 am..

Deb's outta here..

DEbBy [6/19/2005 03:43:00 AM]
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Only of which that You so freely give
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