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Monday, September 27, 2004
WHat's wrong with Fat PeoPLe!!??
There is absolutely nothing wrong with fat people!! dont get me wrong.. I love angie (from Australian Idol)!! I just feel so damn unhealthy and fat.. and tomorrow is Sam's party, I have to somehow squeeze into a tight dress...ARgHHh!!
Today we had the worship meeting.. it was pretty good! Josh was so excited about it, he couldn't stop talking about what he was going to do today..
Everything is good now.. i did my jamjar last last night.. in case you don't know JAM JAR stands for "Jesus and Me Just Actively Relating". Get it!!?? In other words i did my QT (quiet time).
Yesterday, we had our fresh small group thinggo @ Korean BBQ.. all is well and good now.. had a bit of a misunderstanding with some people.. Had to admit, i was initially hurt and angry, but now all is good and fine and well!! we had a gr8 time!!
And... if so, I will have some good news to announce.... i just need a bit more time..

deb's outta there..

DEbBy [9/27/2004 10:06:00 PM]
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Thursday, September 23, 2004
Control!!
Its been ages since I last updated my blog... haha its just that im too lazy to log on and type.. now its the holidays, and Im still slacking.. at home. THe reason for this title is becuase I am in the midst of learning how to control my temper and not show my emotions to anyone, like my mother said (see ma!?? im listening). IT is so damn hard...

deb's outta there..

DEbBy [9/23/2004 10:42:00 AM]
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Tuesday, September 14, 2004
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
i KNOW ive said it like a billion gazillion times.. but happy 19th Birthday to Me!! haha.. yeah today was the best birthday i have ever had in australia.. it showed me simply how much people cared for me, and this really encouraged me.. i love you guys so much thanks heaps!

Ok. So now i am 19. Officially. I feel so old. I dont ever want to be 19 years of age. I want to be 18 forever. But Im 19. I can't believe I am 19. I just want time to stand still for me, but it wont. Time and Tide wait for no one. I dont want to be 19, but dont they say something about enjoying where you are at no matter where you are at?? or something like that.. but yeah haha HAPPY birthday to me!! the one and only!! haha

deb's outta there..

DEbBy [9/14/2004 11:46:00 PM]
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Monday, September 13, 2004
Happy Birthday!! to ME!!! lah lah lah lah (one day in advance but still good!!)
Hi all... hahah havent blogged in a while.. but I have to blog today (Monday 13th September)to say how much of an idiot I am and how much you people rock....
OMG!! U PEOPLE ROCK!! THANK YOU SO SO MUCh!!! i honestly had no idea, and thank you thank YOu thank YOu thank YOu Thank YOu!! (x infinity + 1)... I feel so stupid now.. you know before we walked in, me and Dan were playing with this stupid crown one of the sunday school kids left behind... hahahah.. and then Josh, Eunice and Joash got abit impatient with us.. anyway why am i telling you all of this?? hahaha OH my gosh.. before hand, I thought Josh had forgotten all about my birthday..cos he told me he was organising a big birthday party for everyone - Carolyn, Jono Teo, Dan and EUnice.. and he forgot about me.. his one and only girlfriend..so off course I got a little angry... i said a little.. ok im kidding.. i started hammering him.. he even called aaron for encouragement saying that he couldnt hold out telling me and asked aaron fo support.. (ok pple im embarrassed here now).... yeah but it all went good. Thank you for your presents!! and the powerpoint!! ok maybe not the powerpoint photos of me were so so bad...i have riana to thank for that... but thank you for all the presents and the whole party.. it must have taken ages to pull off. THANK YOU PEOPLE... i nearly started crying, and we were so confused when we walked through the door cos we thought the party was for the other people.....
JOSH.. i cant express how I feel.. its so much more than words... thank you for not screaming at me when I screamed at you.. thank you for not slamming the phone down .... ok thats taking the thanks abit too far.. hahaha yeah but I really can't express how I feel in words right now. I lOVe You, thank you for all your support and encouragements you have given me, though I attack you, you still put up with all of my crap.. i think your about the only person in the world (apart from my family) that is willing and able to put up with all of my crappy, lamest jokes and all the crap I've thrown at yOu.
HAppY 2nd YEar AnniVersaRY as well...(did you forget!??) hahaha more about that tomorrow..

deb's outta there..

DEbBy [9/13/2004 10:36:00 AM]
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Tuesday, September 07, 2004
I hate tests...
I just finished two of my mid semester tests today. I didnt study for either, or i studied very little for both of them., but Its all over!! I bombed out on both BIG TIME though.. today i missed my bus, and my first lecture was a test.. so i quickly called Josh and asked him to come pick me up and go to UNi. I can't believe he actually rushed to my place to send me to Uni. As if you'd do that for your girlfriend.. it really really touched me... cos it showed me he cares alot for me and loves me (awwwwww) Result: I was only about 5 minutes late for the test (not that it mattered anyway. Yay! tomorrow I am going for the Royal adelaide show with serena, after my class (I won't wag it).. hahaa i can't wait.. seems like fun.. now i have got 2 hours to kill before my next lecture.

deb's outta there..

DEbBy [9/07/2004 03:16:00 PM]
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Update
I cut my hand whilst sterilising the instruments today.. hope I don't get any kind of skin cancer, and that it isnt infectious.. yeah.. its like..12.45am now.. what am I doing up so late at night updating my blog for?? Simple. I have 2 tests tomorrow, and I am screwed for both of them. I haven't studied for either of them, and I am so screwed its not funny...
I have so many things to deal with this week... like.. insurance for the car, seeing a lawyer, my studies, dealing with my attitude towards some people.. and studies.. work.. yeah.. I am so far behind, i am going to have to use my holidays to catch up with all the work, i dont wanna fail everything..

On Sunday I was really in a bad mood because I kept on quarrelling with Josh It was so bad.. we were thinking of breaking up. I mean, he was thinking of breaking up with me cos I put too much pressure and too high expectations on him. He was thinking of breaking up with me. Far. Out. I must really be a horrible horrible person for him to even think about breakin up with me. I mean.. this is Josh. This is the guy that would never ever break up with me, and yet he was thinking about it... i must really be a horrible person for him to even consider it.

Going to church for fresh didnt help anything. We had a surprise birthday celebration for Gaius,(Happy Birthday Gaius if your reading this) and this was the highlight of the day.. the whole day was crap.. i was sleeping in the afternoon when Riana calls me up and tells me that her grandmother wanted to talk to me. Well, the "talk" turned out to be this whole big lecture about how I should have told them about the accident because they are my true family blah blah blah and no one else will care about me if they dont.. yeah wadeva. I did tell Riana though.. I know I was wrong in not telling her, and being rude to my aunty at church didnt help the whole situation. Damnit. what a way to wake up.. getting a big lecture. Then at church, I just felt that I was the target for the sermon, as if the speaker was directing the whole entire sermon to me. I mean come on give me a friggin break. Please. If you dont know the whole situation then I suggest you back off.....

I know I have to deal with this bad attitude towards the sermon and the preacher.. cos I feel all his sermons directed at me, cos he wants me to shape up. Thats not the way to make me respect someone - You have to earn my respect. It just seems that everything that has been piling up over these last few weeks have now been caving in, and I really do not wanna deal with all these things. I just want to go to my bed, bury my head in my blanket and, with my smellie pillow, never come out again. I know its just my bad attitude, and I promise I will deal with it. But Right now i just feel like crap.

deb's outta there..

DEbBy [9/07/2004 01:43:00 AM]
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 I'm Deborah, 20 going on 21, Luvs driving, sun tanning n shopping.

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Maybe its intuition
Marred by a sense of completion
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Only of which that You so freely give
I’ve found in You
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