worship
i took the day off uni today, cos my back hurt alot, and i couldnt get out of bed, and mainly cos I had to do alot of chores, call insurance, laundry, etc. But now I am waiting for Josh to come pick me up so I can go print somepapers of the net (I need them for study). I'll probably be up all night tonight studying for a test tomorrow.
But, as I said before, i turned off the tele for awhile, and put on the planetshakers CD... and the 2nd song came on - all of a sudden it just clicked and hit me: I'm put here on earth for a reason. That's why I am not dead right now. That's why people were interceeding for my life. And I wanna thank God I'm alive right now (it just occured to me to thank Him). I'm gonna praise Him. I'm gonna glorify His name. I'll live to glorify His almighty name. I'll live to serve Him. I'm gonna lift His name High up, I'm gonna satisfy my calling and purpose in this life for him.
I'm NEVER gonna stop praising Him. I'm ALWAYS gonna be here,
praising my Jesus, Lord and Savior. I'M NEVER STOPPING. Though it'll be hard at times and easy sometimes, Lord Help me never to lose sight of the
BIG picture..
So yeah people! no matter what I'll CHOOSE - make a choice, to Praise HIm. Its so hard sometimes, on sunday I had to make a choice to lift my hands and praise him at church, the CCW. On sunday when I lost my biggest asset. I have to choose. Its not easy, I had to fight the battle inside. TO praise HIm, cos he is in control. I still didnt feel anything after I praised him, but i think, the healing began then. I'm still on the way, sometimes I get really bad flashbacks about the accident, but I'll still hold on to my Jesus. He's so BIG.. bigger than anything you can ever hope or dream of.
deb's outta there..
