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Monday, August 16, 2004
time wasting...
Today is such a time waster for me. I woke up late, went to my lecture at 11am, had lunch with Josh at subway, and i just didnt feel like doing anything, but shopping.. this is really bad. I said on friday night i was gonna give up shopping, and I am trying to stick to it, but its so hard... i nearly bought this dress... $50 bucks, its a bargain (at that clearance store place). Right now I do not have any mood at all to study, or to do anything, but waste time.. ive got so many bills to pay as well... telephone, my car rego, car insurance, driving liscense, Uni fees... vocal lessons fees.. everything seems to come in at once.. its so annoying.. looking at those bills, i really do not have the heart to study.. from saturday till now ive just been wasting time.. cant be bothered to doing anything.. why?? the only thing I've done productively since saturday morning is to clean my room, wash my clothes and do my dishes... IVE GOT NO MOTIVATION...... HELP ME GOD.... I DONT EVEN FEEL LIKE DOING MY JAMJAR OR ANYTHING... I REALLY DO NOT HAVE THE MOOD... but ive got such a busy week ahead of me..

Tuesday night im starting a worship class with Neil, Jen and Joyce. This means I have to organise my lesson tonight. My math assignment is due tomorrow as well, so this means a sleepless night for me tonight. Wednesday night Ive got Leader's meeting and dinner. Thursday night Im babysitting, Friday Ive got a bible study to prepare for - im giving it..
see? SEE?????
and right now ive got no motivation whatsoever to start doing what im supposed to be doing.. GOD help me..
deb

DEbBy [8/16/2004 03:58:00 PM]
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 I'm Deborah, 20 going on 21, Luvs driving, sun tanning n shopping.

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Marred by a sense of completion
I’m searching for
Only of which that You so freely give
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I know that it might sound
More than a little crazy
But I believe

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He has been waiting all this time

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Only through love by salvation
Is death upturned
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As they unfold
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I think He dreamed you into life
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Will you not ask Him in this time

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